I just don't seem to think I will ever understand, what the Fuck!! I just Wonda in a Ponda just not knowing where the hell is this going to end or will it? Maybe it will, but maybe it FUCKIN WONT. What can I say? As everything I feel or think, is wrong, regardless of the facts. I've been here for so long, I start to ask myself, will this life I must of choose. I am not the 1 to think of I am not the s, and that is for sure.
What is it a woman can do? I don't think you can when everything in life u feel is a manipulation. Regardless of if it is or not u can't live feeling like that. U can't say something the Rage & Anger pathetic a sure sign of guilt, & much more..."But why this?... Is it me.... No, it is not...However, I do love this man and cannot seem to understand this. Why? He just asked me what grade I in school was how dam insulting.... He is fucking around with shit to avoid me. God Dam What the fuck he really has lost touch of reality.Like wow what the hell how can I deal with such shit? I don't I move on. Well 3 years on and he is still that person, I have had it roaming the streets with no-one scared alone he has alienated from everyone What the hell!!! Mum died 14 months ago I'm so alone feeling so guilty to my children my mum is my future going It turn to now an alcoholic, omg I'm a mess in life however, I will rise above...
Wow what the fuck next? ONLY UP FROM HERE...yep the only way us up,
