You are so special, The sweetest child a grandmother could imagine. you smile lights up my life up every time I see that sweet smiling face,on videos atm, OH how cruel, how words are just in such disarray, confusion just really not knowing how I can come to be able to comprehend or how I can live with the thought I should have seen the signs 4 goodness how the hell did I not see those signs. I really am in such a way, I now have a wall I hide behind in regret, disgust, anger lost...so many more I miss you I love you. I will have you in my life with your baby brother Ace, and your 2 sisters, Laylah & Milly. Cruze, Nou Nou loves you all so very much please know this.You are so presious...
